Wisdom of Thankfullness

I have heard it said that the worst part about being old is remembering being young; the helplessness of knowing you cannot go back. Yet, I wonder when we reach the distant shore beyond the world as we have known it, if we will find ourselves returned and in the flower of life, men and women of, perhaps 30 years. How would it be to again be full of life but to have also the knowledge of the aged? To know the wisdom of thankfulness when yearning for what was is transformed into the joy for what is. Few in their youth know such wisdom.

Family Pride

Woman in MirrorWe are family,

We are brethren,

Kindred in a fallen race.

Fallen from God’s gracious blessing,

Everywhere but on our face.

Proud of all our vain achievements,

Prouder of things we’ve yet to do.

Choosing to ignore our weakness,

We’d have our cake, and eat it, too.

 

Wretched people proud and broken,

Who will save us from this death?

Praise to Jesus, eternal Savior,

Who gives the corpse eternal breath.

Silence

Your word is truth, 

Your word is light,

Your word is Spirit,

Your word is life.

Silence is a womb into which Father implants life.

He is ever fruitful.

Erosion

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There comes  a certain age.
Life has eroded away,
like a trodden path.
And there, revealed in the way, is a stone.

It is hope.

You did not know it was there,
Yet there it is.
You had hoped for something and did not know it.

And then, as life erodes away,
you realize the hope is broken.
It is unfulfilled.

And all this —

the erosion,

the hope,

the disappointment.

This all happens at the same time.

Leaves

Dan-Sadness

Some days I drift

Like a leaf, 

Settling into the deep. 

Sadness. 

A place I do not wish to go. 

Ought not, but do. 

It is dusky place, of remembering

Yearning. 

Wishing for yesterday. 

Longing for tomorrow,

Where sadness does not

Settle around God’s children

Like leaves in the deep. 

Once I Was a Giant

She asks: “Am I getting taller?”Giant

She is my daughter.

A woman. Full grown.

She is not getting taller.

 

I look down at her

As we hug goodbye.

Not so far down now.

Closer eye to eye than we once were.

 

“No,” I say. “I am getting smaller.”

She has noticed that

I am not what I once was.

The years have whittled me down by inches.

 

Once I was a giant.

Or so I imagined.

But she has found me out.

Seen it with her own eyes.

I am a man.

Merely.

Diminished.

Home

Home…

Is this home?

A slice of emerald

An island child, rocked

on gently rising sea.

Settling again

on the breast of the deep.

A different shore.